State of Mind

The first person to ever ask me about my state of mind was Boyfriend, when I met him about two years ago.  It was a question followed by nothing short of a most profound discussion on the importance of one's state of mind at all times.  It has been a topic of discussion many times since - the importance of our state of mind, our level of happiness, through all things.

The next person to address my state of mind would be my very dear new doctor, Dr. G.  I never expected my western doctor to come at me with a bit of mind-body medicine, but he wholly, happily surprised me by telling me that one of the most important factors to my condition was my state of mind.

My current state of mind:  I'm still happy and crazy-positive.  I'm excited about everything I'm going to learn from this.  Sadly, my anti-seizure medication is fogging me out.  I'm conciously not at full capicity.  If I only had a (whole) brain!  I have thoughts that I can't express cohesively through keyboard or pen.  I forget what I'm doing halfway through a task.  Writing, talking, of course, are exhausting right now, but I want so desperately to keep everyone up on everything - on my state of mind.

My doctors have informed me that my body and mind will start to work around the medication better after a period of time, and I won't feel so scattered.  So I'm giving it time, letting myself rest and adjust.  The fog will clear.